THIS IS MY LETTRE D`AMORE IN THE NORWEGIAN NIGHT WHERE SUMMER SLOWLY GIVES SPACE FOR THE EARLY FALL, THE FRESH AIR OUTSIDE ENTERING THE ROOM, THE FRAGRANCE ACTIVATES A DEEP AND PROFOUND LOVE FOR IT ALL, FOR THIS LIFETIME, THE EARTH AND THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING CREATED. I COULDN’T HOLD BACK
Can you detach and stay neutral and observe when you experience passion and ecstasy with your beloved? When you go from being sexual aroused to pure sensuality, when you fall deeply in love with yourself because your wild and raw beauty is giving birth to new life while you read this. Can you lean into it fully and feel the power of creation expresses itself through a butterfly. Through your favorite song, when it takes you into a world where it has a Life of Its won only you know, where you mind has already revealed your Eternal Being.
Can You feel Her Rising from the steamy soil She has been laying in for eons of times? Her arrival and comeback in everything Created of The New Era? Can you lean in and feel the tallest tree and its wisdom whisper and having a conversation with the Wind and the wild animals?
Do you want to detach and stay neutral the moment Your Aliveness shatter your deeply loved creation of a life you have outgrown, or do you want to lean in and feel its Divine roar when new fresh Life reveals your God Self.
Can you stay detached when your body is the most sacred and holy portal for bringing new life into manifestation, can you feel neutral the first time you hear your baby`s heartbeats through ultrasound, when the cold gel is the connection to your baby`s heart, when her rhythms brings tears in your eyes because you remeber again this Pure Love, and can you detach, stay neutral and observe the fragrance from your new born right after you have given birth ans he it is instant being laid on you chest? Still Bloody, still the smell and the warmth from your womb is still fresh? This ssmell from your new born baby, can you detach from it, stay neutral and observe?
Can you feel it, lean into it with your entire being and feel the consciousness in the colors of every flower, the sunset, the pink, red purple sky early in new mornings where you feel your bones is being stretched, ready to reveal the deep truth and consciousness where you went during your sleep and the Knowingness in their ancient earth experiences, Can you as a Man feel it all, lean into the chest of the core of source itself and know you are that power, that passion is your deeply longing to experience what you deeply love before you entered this human life, can you as a father feel and lean into your sons or daughters love for you? or do you stay neutral, detached and observe your own heart attack because that was what the old spiritual patriarchal told you was true masculine strength and proudly abilities, to not enter vulnerability, to not believe and express your raw feelings when your daughter ended up with a husband by her side exactly like you. Because She never experienced your Presence, the absence of your hugs and lack of close communications with her where you never told Her she was valuable, her worth was your responsibility to show her?
Can you feel it all, lean in, as a woman to your divine and sacred and holy rawness when your Self Realization pushes you over the edge and you experience you fly, when your old programming of being a nice, polite, pale and bloodless tragic expression of a so-called compassionate but neutral spiritual people – pleaser pretending being a good person is replaced with an Aliveness that roars from the core of your womb.
We have entered new energy , we are being forced to feel it all, no matter what, we have suppressed and denied our humanity and our human feelings for eons of time, this is the era of transparency, we are here in this time doing something we have never done before. We are feeling something we have never felt before while we have been in our physical bodies.
We are falling deeply in love with Life, we are feeling an Aliveness and an Connection to everything Created just so we can really fathom we are all connected, it is Vital to Feel it all, to Feel This, Only through This awakening can we experience , feel the remembering of our God Self. We are leaning in, we are feeling Her Comeback, we are feeling the shift, the integration and the expansion of God Consciousness in our body, in our bones and new rhythms and heartbeats. We can not observe this, we can not detach and observe this, we are called to fully feel That God is becoming the World, We are feeling the change in our DNA, our body is changing its entire structures and we are feeling we are leaning in and breathing more deeply than ever before because our feelings is exposed, we are forced to feel their pure truth and the highest intelligence in all of them.
We can no longer detach, observe and stay neutral, our children requires that we connect through our feelings, the animals is coming closer for new ways to communicate through our feelings, the same goes for Mother Earth, The Birds, our Rivers and Oceans can only communicate when we feel it all again, feel the divine connection, the Oneness, when we leave the intellectual wisdom and allowing the feeling of The Truth, Our Pure Passion. WE can not know our God Self, We can not know God when we stay detached, stay neutral, and observe. we can only reveal our Knowingness about our God Self through feeling it all. We can not feel our own God Light, the Freedom we are, the force of the Divine Feminine, the Power of The Divine Masculine, God by denying and supressing our human feelings, we can not feel The Joy we are, The Passion, Love, by detach and observe what is not wanted to feel, we can not love the good, the bliss moments, the Highest Ecstasy but cutting the Darkness from our Lives. we either feel it all or nothing, the good and the bad is not separated.
CAN YOU FEEL THIS? LEAN IN AND FEEL IT ALL, CAN YOU WITHOUT FEAR? CAN YOU FEEL INTO IT. LIFE. YOU ARE THAT. YOU ARE PURE CONSCIOUSNESS. You are not energy, you are not vibrations, you are not frequencies. You are Pure God Consciousness using energies, vibrations, frequencies to Create Life for the sake of Creation Itself, you are that Passionate, can you feel that? Can you fall deeply, madly in love with It All without holding back? Our feelings are not killing us or ruin our lives, it is the opposite, it is the denying, the suppressing that kills us, it is the old spiritual programing about stay neutral, detached and observe Life Itself calling it a dream. This dream is Life Itself, Creating and experience itself by using the body and everything to feel it all.
Stay neutral to this, detach from this, observe this is impossible, it is a lie and it is raping our finest senses and Aliveness. It is killing our Sensitivity and sensuality, it is demonize our sexuality and it is killing our children.
p-s. forgive my lack of writing correct English words and sentences, this was written without sensor, it came spontaneous and without any possibility to hold back for correction of the words, love you all, can you feel that?