I AM A CONSCIOUS WOMAN, A TOO MUCH OF A WOMAN AND A COMMITTED BONNE VIVANTE.
I AM THE NEW ENERGY, THE NEW ERA AND THE COLLAPSE OF THE OLD. I AM A WILD WOMAN, ANOTHER WORD FOR FREEDOM ITSELF. I AM A WOMAN USING MY HIGHLY SENSITIVE BODY TO TRANSFORM HUMANS DARKNESS BY TAKING IT IN, TAKING IT OVER AND FEEL IT LIKE IT IS MINE AND EMBRACE IT ALL. I AM GOD UNFILTERED, MY NDE`s MADE ME BECOME A REAL DIVA UNTAMED AND A COMMITTED BONNE VIVANTE.
HEALING IS OUTDATED, THE NEW ENERGY IS ALL ABOUT TOTAL TRANSFORMATION. I AM MORE THAN A WOMAN, I AM LIFE ITSELF, I AM THE UNSHAKABLE FORCE AND MY BODY IS DESIGNED AND CREATED FOR THIS WORK. I HAVE BEEN TRAINED FOR EONS OF TIMES FOR THIS COMEBACK TO GIVE BIRTH FOR THE NEW ERA.
AND OH YES I AM CRAZY FOR THOSE WHO ARE IGNORANT, FOR THOSE WHO CAN NOT HANDLE TOO MUCH TRUTH, FOR THOSE I AM A DANGEROUS WOMAN
I AM THE EXPLORATION AND THE CELEBRATION OF THE DEEPEST ACCEPTANCE OF LIFE ITSELF!
I Am Vulnerable, I can feel fears, worries, sorrow, because my humanity and my human feelings is Allowed, Sacred and Holy as Prayers.
I am Life`s contrasts, I am multitude and I am the Divine Dichotomy, at the same time that I hold my sacred individuality on high heels. After all I am The New Era and The New Energy and a committed Diva and Bonne Vivante. I was never allowed to tuck away my life to long, I was never allowed to be to comfortable. The reason why I have Always been outrageously alive, painfully alive sometimes. Dangerously Curious and Unstructured that sometimes led me to extreme need to get all my ducks back on the row. But I had to give that up years ago, when Creation decided to chew up everything that was structured in my body and I became totally out of order. C`est la Vie!
Because The Creator was determined to put back into my bloodstream all Her Stars and Planets, Wild Animals, Saints and Thief’s, New born babies and their Mothers. Madonna’s and Hookers, Demanding me to inhale Her solar-storms, the aftermath of Her earthquakes and Her bursting Volcanoes, lost Fathers and Their Sons. I had to swallow far away Galaxies, Earthbound Souls, Priests and their Alter Boys, all because I am Being Forced to make room for the entire Creation in my Body. Only then could I Breath Out Freedom Lovers, Golden Summerbirds with Enormous Wings, Blossoming Almond Trees, Diamonds for Swine and The New Earth.
No longer Am I allowed to apologize for my Grand, my Glory and I am Forced to be Proud of being Truth Incarnated and Present as Sacred outrage, uncut, unfiltered and Unconditional Love. I Am a Conscious Woman and therefore a Totally Different Match. Many will say I Am A too much of a Woman. That I Am a dangerous Woman because without shame I take to much space. Because my Energy, My Fragrance, my Present demands every inch of The Room I am in. I desire to much, I want to much, sometimes I can not shut up, my Womanness is as tall and deep rooted as a Giant Oak and Like the Widest Mountain I stand Unshakable in My Own Divine Sovereignty.
I cause irritations and frustrations and challenge those who still wants to put me back in the Corner of Shame because I have learned to Breathe and Burn under water and I go through HellFire to get what I want, I want too much from people, to wake up, to transform their false selves, to reveal their lies and to loose their masks. I want to much pleasure, the longings of my Heart is my first priority and my fiery passion. I risk it all, sometimes I go to far to get the Whole Entire Human Experience. I am too honest, too loud, too emotional, too wild, too intimidating, too fat, too intense, too authetic, to persistent and to chaotic for those who need control, I trigger peoples lies and provoke to much when they can not ignore the Truth coming out of my dragon mouth. I am arrogant in my Freedom and my insatiable appetite for all kinds of fiery passion. Passion for Real Luxurious Living, Burning my own bullshit by allowing it be seen and felt completely and embraced, Addicted to Absolute Clarity, Expensive Perfume, Jazz and The Ultimate Truth, unfucking myself so I can constant Expand, my trips to Rome, Elegant interior, my conversations with Source and Angels and Truth, Holy Shit Storms and my Oceans, but Most of all My Children and Grandchildren.
I know some want me to take it down a couple notches, specially when I am to authentic in my self-assuredness and when My Feminism is dangerous to the established Patriarchal Religious Bullshit, “they” say, I should respect their God, instead I am too intimidating with my persistent demanding to tell the Truth. They can not handle the truth so they do not want it. It is to Wild, Uncontrollable, to Risky, wont work in the Real Life. I am too loud, I roar, I make people think to much and too much of a woman can not be loved but have to be put back in a more respectable place. I am a Woman and I am God, I am Selfish because I want what I want and I love myself Unconditional. I Know how to Heal Myself, to Unfuck myself and how to Transform ages of Rape by The Patriarchal Unbalanced Masculine by Knowing my True Identity.
I am not a Victim, I am God, I have no need to claim respect for my ancient history of being burned, molested, hanged, raped, crucified and drowned as a witch, healer, medicine woman, and for my higher knowingness that was called my sickness, my craziness, instead I take more space than ever , instead I love deeper, harder, because still today we shame the Too Much Woman for her hugeness, for her wanting, for her passionate love for her True Nature and the Force of Creation She is. We are still being called a Lady, a Girl because most avoid using the word Woman, because still most people do not want not a Wild Untamed Woman space , instead make her small, nice, so we do not take to much space, to much Freedom to express The Ultimate Truth. The Truth is, if She gets to much space, to much Freedom She will be to Dangerous. Everybody knows this Wild Woman and are terrified of Her Huge Presence. Everybody Knows if given to much space, to much freedom, she will create chaos, collapse of the Life as We Know It. But Everybody Knows it is no longer possible to stop Her, but still “they” try. They must, because give Her that much Power She will cut straight to the heart of things and liberate everything Untamed and Alive, but the Truth is, She is already given that too much Freedom, Her Force is already Unleashed and we Know the Old Era is facing extermination of Everything That no Longer support The Birth of The New Era of Love.
We all Feel Her making Collapsing of the Old World right in front of our eyes. Exactly wheat She is meant to do for a long time, but Now We starts to Feel it, Experience It, faster than we believed.
So I bow to my Belly Laughs and to Much Emotions, my Ultra Sensitivity and my Wholeness. I intend to drink Too Much Champagne on This Feast and I proudly bow to My Too Much Knowingness, The Freedom that I Am and the Power and the Size of my Wings. My Freedom is about being so truly, deeply & madly in love with and attached to my God Self that I can’t bear – if only for a moment – a life that doesn’t honour it. I bow to my Storms and my Uniqueness. I am A Wild, Untamed Woman Yes, and I bow to That Because it is just another word for God. A Wild Woman lives accordingly to Her own wishes and beliefs, unconstrained from obligation to authority , society`s conventions or others. She have To, It was Her Agreement before She was Born. She Is God Manifested. Her Too Much Womanness is Vital, without Her no New Life.